Why is it being so difficult .

Life has being quite difficult and complicated lately . It so hard to make a good decisions . Once step on the wrong path ; we gonna sway by it even further if we don't try to prevent it . So here goes nothing .
I have been taking people's problems . How on earth can i say "NO" ? If i say NO ; i might hurt a party . Am i right ? Yes you are ; ms [!] I felt helpless at times ; but manage to overcome it by act to smile ; then cry if really cant take it . Well ; that is life ; NOTHING is fair . And that is what life is all about . UNFAIRNESS . What the fuck ? Never mind . I manage to overcome it what .
I am already someone but yet ; i kept on looking at his profile . I still sayang him . Awww ; when will that end ? I tried not to fade with him when we are together ; but .. i just hate the way he want that mothafucking thing . Really pissed off man . But ; when we break up ; the feeling came back . Now i then realise that it is hard to move on but we have to ; in order to have the better living in next generations . but never mind ; I'll get you back sometimes (: hopefully .
As I ever imagine the previous times ; there would be rumors run around my pony life (: Thank you very much busted [?] For making me the hottest lady in that school and also making a cool free entertain for sale . But that " Free Entertainment " is really not needed for a BAB3 like me ayes . Because everything in me is not FREE . And it is not even for sold in Pasar`malam daerah Geylang . If you damn crazy for this BITCH ; come on yo ! There is millions of bitches wanting and desiring for you . Stop being like a mother fucking jerk who is wondering around and seeking for attention .
Okay okay . never mind humans (: I'll still keep on smiling . Although its hard ; there is still thousands of pins i can poke through my cheeks . thank you maniac`jerk [!] Your hard`working mouth has been VERY "Appreciated" by me . Thank you once again .

Psst ; I miss the way you said " Will you marry me ? "