Some moments didnt last

As you know , theres alot of moment didnt last forever. But well , i couldnt move on from you :/

" Eh idiot ! Why you so stupid. So young leiiiii "

Thats what they say ; but oi ! i dont give a damn <3 I never know fighting for love is the most difficult thing to do. And OH ! I heard you moved on :D ThankGod. May you be happy.

Love is actually beautiful. It had to end painful. But at the same time we should know how to be a little forgetful :D See the links ? Aaaaaaaahh , geniuses ^^Sometimes you may think that ; those moment you expecting for is worth ; but at the same time without moving on is just ridiculous. Right ? But hah ; you sure will be confused :/ Seriously. I speak as though i reached 20 siol. HUAKS.

There thousand things i forget to tell you actually ; You had the best mom ever. I salute her very much (: this is not to attract some attentions ; but its true. She's a real women with red lipsticks on and mascara when up beautiful curves. Her cheeks ; he eyes are so natural. Maybe she could be very ego , like most girls have , but she's the few which on the list of "superwomens" had <3 I adore you very much. I really do. How i wish you're my mom :}

stay confident ayes. Lift up that cheeks as high as possible :)

Im out

I'm looking for a lady whom treat me as their daughter. Who never give up. Show me pride. Show me confidence. Show me how to be a young lady.

I appreciated that she showed me the world. Showed me the meaning of surviving. But somehow , i'm dissapointed. How i wish ; i'm not born and see or hear what you are doing.

Dear Mother ;

I know you're trying hard. But its unsuccessful. I'm proud of you. I love you. I really do. But i wonder why you didn't fight for me ? Why you did those things ? Why you showing me those ? Why mom ? I know theres moments is hard for you , but doesnt mean you had to do that right ? I love the way you strive ; but i truly hate the things you doing.

When it comes to roses ; i'm lost. Whenever i hold it ; i don't know what to do with it. Its seems beautiful , but when its not well taken care of , it seems unpleasant. I'm afraid if i might get lost. I'm afraid if i might be alone. My biggest fear ; is to lose it.

Everyday ; different challenges. Different stages. Different dignity. Different starts. HAH , all we had to do is Go for it. Make life beautiful .

Unseen

Today post is aint just about a story. But about waterflows. Its luminous. Just words.

Slapped. Shouted. Faint. Blood. Screams. Prayers. Knifes. Needles. Alcohol. Happiness. Broke-down. Kept. Cries. World. Given-away. Newborn. Toddler. Crawls. Laughter. Milk. Diapers. Child. Papers. Pencils. Eraser. School bags. Whacked. Punched. Pinched. Wild. Illbrat. Whippersnapper. Grown-up. Mixed. Play. Ask. Unanswered. Watch. Learn. Imagine. Trying. Teenager. Tried. Swag. Fun. Pleasures. Naked. Violence. Hardship. Gone. Left over. Unloved. Careless. Boys. Texting. Brat. Drop dead.

Then two hands up ; arrested. - Criminals - Story untold. Secrets behind closed doors. Full story. Half refilled. No answer.

LIVE YOUR LIFE TILL THE FULLEST.

Salutations.

Ops i guess im sorry

Not all youngsters had their points wrong. Not all adults had their points right. But guess whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat ! You want me to apologies ? :D How amazing is that 0.0 Marvelous ! Spectacular !

Yeah ; im the one who had to give in. Hello ! Saya ini berumur 15 tahun (: Kay ; lets don't talk about age. Lets talk facts okay ? You put a shit in my face and you expect me to kneel down and even apologies ? Girl ; wake up. You ditch my family. Yes ; my family sucks and did alot of shits to your family. But hey ; remember that im not involve. Im still a small kid and what did you even expect from me ? I dindt even know that she done that ? And oi ; i didnt even know that he done that too. How are you suppose to expect that i can know all this things when im just 5 years old ? Are you out of your mind or i am just taking craps here ? Here it goes lady ; Yes i am a woman. I didnt say imma a grown up fine woman ; but i will try my very best or should i say i ought to be one ; one day. I may be an ill-brat right now but i guess you should give me a break. yes i do dare talking this in front of your face ; but did you even listen ? Did you EVEN care ? I don't think so. You didnt even once listen to what my mind say. Because why ? Because you're selfish. You putting a blame on me ; every blame. And guess what ; im a liar. Im a liar because i had to so that i could even survive.

Thanks eh(: You never understand me. Never will. Because what ? Im a freak. Thanks to the people surround me. Maybe i'll give in right now sister, but i guess it wont be long. Im sorry. Im just a adolescent.

Its sunday

When everything seems so beautiful. The lake ; the sunset ; the sea ; the sky and the mountain (:

When i hold a child hand ; it seems as though nothing could go wrong. When i look at their eyes ; its seems that nothing could destroy peace. They were sustenance ; not a jinx in a family.

I am a typical lady ; going around looking for an answer. A questions which never responded. Never answered. But i felt fortunate ; when i saw you(: Thank you Allah for giving me this pleasures on earth. But i think i destroyed it. I don't know if i could get it back. All starts from you. If you accept what i am now ; i guess we could make up.

Kay ; back to my motivations :D Wars ; oh dear wars. What did you get from it ? Nothing people. Nothing. You gonna lose your friend. Your family. The one you adore. The one you idolize. Its all the matter of ; you wanna stop or not.

The moral is that ; ONE must give in. If you know you did something which hurt the parties ; make up. Even you're young or old ; DO GIVE IN. Doesnt matter who is the king. Just give in to make everything run well.

Maafkan aku

Maafkan aku jikalau aku tidak sempurna.

Cintaku padamu setinggi langgit.

In the world; we only given one change to everything. One chance. But if there's someone given you the second chance; do take care of it.

The rain keep on falling. Falling to the ground. But i didnt know if there will be flowers growing from the ground. Doors are close. The key is in your hand. I had been waiting. Waiting for your presence. Crooks are trying very hard. But my attitude put their hands off.

I know you understands me. dreams broke apart. The covers; the guitar and the singer ; all gone just in a sec. I didnt know why it broke. It didnt broke into two. I broke into pieces. is it because of your people ? Or is it because of your mind set. I'm lost.

Words ; feelings ; mind set all going in the different paths but in one goal .

I want you to be happy.