I'm angry

I'm ANGRY . Well ; actually makes me angry . But ; i still cant believe that someone so much to express it =__= Sorry humans . I know you told alot about you guys ; but i simply cant . Even towards relatives i didnt tell .

She just dont understand . But its okay . I know one day i'm off from there . It was HEAVEN in my eyes ; but like HELL in heart . They say ; When heart ; mind and mouth didnt work togther , everything destroy . I guess its true . Very true . Because when it didnt work together ; everything will became a chaos .

And mummy ; i gone to 3A1 . You proud ? No . What you do after seeing my result ? Ouhh . Good . Your sister gone express ((:

So what will you feel ? Awesome ? YESS =_= Very Awesome .

Well ; with this Motherfucking irrits`epic ; I NEED A BOYFRIEND D:

NIGHTMARE

SHE SAY SHE HAD A NIGHTMARE (:

I love it (: Do you know why ? Sure you dont . Nehmind . Let me tell you ayes ?

Before that nightmare she was so damn IGNORE me =__= Its irrits . Its better be notorious than being innocent when you are being innocent then someone thought you are being notorious . Get it ? What you dont ? read it again :D SIMPLE (:

After that nightmare thingy , she gets better (: And she KISSED and HUGGED me (: Boom`pow . Thankyou God . Thankyou .

Drugs(:

He may look like one uneducated young 20 aged abaang`abang , but he has a good type of consoling a young lady like me . I used to hate him , but when i was hating him , he actually pampered me well . He tried his best shot to make me feel awesome and also protect me from asshole around me . As it is ; his a guy . So whenever he wanna ask me whether i got something that make me uncomfortable , he go find out for himself first before doings shits`jerks .

There is one time i cried , and he console me . Asking me " Why ? " " Why eu cry ? " . And his hand automatically wipe my tears . In my whole white/black life , never , ever felt touched . He looks like one hooligan who just aiming target to disturb . I respect you . but i did not know why ; when you beat me up , i'll gonna beat you up as well . Although i know you are stronger then i am . And older than i am . 20 and 14 ? booom`booom`pow [!] ~ Muhammad Isham

If you know you have stalker for your mumsy or whoever jerkies ; not to write about your family members . Because when you did , THIS motherfucker will definitely tell the whole world . And YOU motherfucker [!] Mind Your Own Business [!] Stop disturbing my life . I've kept alot of revenge towards you . I know you hate me since i was a little kiddos because you was jealous of mumsy kept on pampered me like her own child infront of you rather than pampered the apple of your eye right [?] So puhleeeaseeee . All of that is gone ; because of MANY PEOPLE WHO WAS JEALOUS OF ME AND KEEP ON TALKING MOTHERFUCKING BULLSHIT ABOUT ME [!] Ehh hello , come on . You are a OLD LADY WITHOUT A BABY . Stop nonsense !=_=

Heylorh damns

Super mamasitas damn [!] Shoo me from home . Wuyyyhhh [!] Power`lerhhs [!] Just because this reason ;

I go meet Qistino to give back her money which she told me to hold for her . Then i go out and didnt tell mumsy because it gonna be a while what . Then the clock doesn't even touch 15 minutes she called and say " Pack your clothes and get out " And then i kept the big motherfucker mouth shuts and nod'nod like pig . Damn that phrase .

Didn't you human realised that this is shit . Just a small case you make it bigger like the difference between earth and Pluto . Funny right ? then when we get our butt fuck out from home ; you search for us using the help of all does POLICEMAN and make an awesome EPIC . Boom`boom`pow [!] then from that fucking epics ; auntie , uncle , cousin and big mother fucker mouth outside thought that we are the troublemakers . Cool or what [?] Awesome [?] Fun [?]

you wanna make this teenagers as what [?] Beggars [?] No life kind of type [?] Huh Huh ? Why dont you think before you say [?]

You aways say i give you the headache . But did i do anything which makes your face like one pail of shits [?] Did i [?] Huh [?] I didn't . I really didn't . You also said that i am ill'brat ; but then do you ever realised what i've done for you [?] huh [?] I straight go home WITHOUT SLACKS which make me insane . I cleaned you house like a MAD ; but you got home and said " You didnt clean up enough . Sweep again . " Or you said " You never clean up huh ill'brat ? LAZY child adopter " isnt it cool [?] What do you think i felt [?] Awesome ayes [?]

You wanna sent me back i'm fine . But i just want you to know that I'll tried my best to make you proud . But it always turn another way round . I'll pass like flying colors just for you ; but you sign and throw that report book as if you not satisfied . And i cleaned that house for you ; but you smack my face as if you need me to lick the whole house of yours like spongebob clean his house . I'll cried because of heart pain ; you came towards me ; thought that you might caress me with hugs but it turn out became a nag and a punch for crying " without reason " you said .

All i done is for you but you said " LIAR ! YOU LIAR ! Even your mum say you are a liar " Then what do you expect [?] I should wear a webcam everytime on my shirt [?] I just couldn't understand the reason why ayes .

I just dont understand . really dont . Should i say goodbye or should i ignore [?]

alas :D

PikxySenorita almost back (: I say almost okayh . So pleasee ; dont ask anymore .
He like playing x____x Akuw nak chinese guys laa bodoh ! Akuw takknak malay guy ! but this guy knows how to caress me ; And i hate it =___= Because i might fall in love with hym . Stupid youu spiderman [!] I hate you . People say when eu say ihateyou means iloveyou . Haiyaahh ! CB ! CB ! I taknak you laarhs . I nak chinese guy . Asal you datang =___="
But we matched (: F and F (: Awww . BUT NO [!] Skalie i say yes when he ask ; 0.o" DEAD . No ; terrryyyyyy x___x Humpff !
that Mr spiderman made my day today but it boooms`boooms`pow when i gort home . Handphone being taken . But what a stupid maniac ; i search for it ; andd WAALAA ! foundd (: Amin :D hahas . but put it back because duntwant dissapoint her . So yeaahh ; me kind ? Awww ; tahnkyou ^^ Around of applause everyone :D Weeeheeeee ~
So on December ; behboyhh kindlaydee and heylorh rebelliousbabe (: But i wont change towards eu human . Dont worry ((:
And euu Mr spiderman ; caress me again okayh ? But i'll run ^^ I NAK CHINEESE GUY {!}

you think i'll beg [?]

You think i'll beg ? Come on [!] Please GROW UP . I think i need a FEW assistance to make her GROW up . Although that ------ is not growing ; at least show me that you are mature like your cute ; cuddly face . You think i'll call and say " Sayaang [!] Kenaper you tak datang [?] " Oh please ; I'm not that chicken bullshits like last time who gave up MY OWN saliva just to say " Sorry " even though i know that YOU ARE THE ONE IN WRONG POSITION . Eh HELLO [!] I'm the one who help you the most okay ?
One day i had a heartpain and feeel like killing and bashing someone . What did you do ? You console me for A MOTHERFUCKING awhile ; and say to that " Let her realise on her own " What does that suppose to mean ? Realise on my own ? Making jokes ? You might be confuse right ? Well ; here its goes ; its okay wasting my energy for typing ; as long as you put this in your brain . YOU ! Supposedly be by my side until i gets better because i in the position of volcanic eruption . And i am so stupid of saying sorry to you . DAMN REGRET . You know why ? Because I didnt realise what i am doing that point because of anger . AND YET ! You still have the cheeks to say " Let her realise by herself " DAMN POW [!]
You realise or not that have been talking like a radio spoiled because being poisoned by radio`active [?] You keep on talking about GUYS . Boom`pow ! Using us to entertain you waiting for jerks which is will NEVER be yours . You know that ; but keep on doing it . Who's the small kiddos now ; sweetbitch ? WHO ? Think about it sweetgirl . I think its time to grow up and STUDY so that shits will not happen in future .
And always think ; who help you in the whole half of your life here ? You pengs with me [?] I didnt care . I DIDNT CARE laa wehy . really didnt . I just need you to think about it .

My Fault huh [?]

Its all became misery . Everything is my fault . She keep on cursing me ; shouted at me ; and accusing me of doing such a jerky stuff . Oh god ! Only you knows the best . Finished school ; straight go home . Got life ? HUH ? What do you think ? Damn durrrhh ! NO LIFE laaa uyh ! No life at all . Secondary life are meant to relax and enjoy teenagers life . And not be a housewife . Housewife ? You might be thinking ; what is that mean right ? Well ; Housewife = Sweep the floor ; wipe the window ; wash plate ; pick up shirts , panties , bra and underwear . Life fun [?] " Yeaaahh " very " FUN " Feel like i wanted this " Forever " . Yaayaayaa [!] thats is all she thinks . I lied . I lied . And I LIED ! Awesome sexy . So damn AWESOME .
Hope one day out of this motherfucking misery and GROW A LITTLE bit up`grades in life . DO you know that by doing this making me wild [?] Come on [!] Life is a need to every teens . I dont want to have FREEDOM ; i just need a little pixie dust on that trust of yours . Oh please [!] I'm begging for some mercy . Ouhh pleaseeeeee [!]
Kay daa ssssssssshhhh ! Doneeeeeeeeeeeee ~ Fuuuhh ! Hilang geram :D Akuw miss kau ^^