" There i was again tonight ,
Forcing laughter, fake a smile.
Walls of insincerity , shifting eyes and vacancy.
Vanished when i saw your face.
All i can say is it was enchanted to meet you " - Taylor Swift
I wonder why you cant accept me. I wonder why you decided not to turn back. I wonder why you given me those reply. I sometimes wonder, have you ever think of me like how i often thinks about you. I dont know the reason why, whenever somebody ask me questions which a lady wanted, my head struck with your name, your appearance, your smile, your laughter and your eyes. The way you stare at me. The way you hold my hand. And the way... you give me forehead kisses :')
I dont know the reason why im posting about you again. I dont know the reason why im doing this once again. And the funny part is , i looked pathetic. I think, you already throw all about me aye. But ill bet, you cant erase me from your heart. Because i live in your life for 7 months. How i wish i could run back to you. Im drifting away. Drifting very far.
I wasnt look like a monkey anymore (: Who keep on jumping or running towards the phone and happily read the Morning messages which were sent by you. Now it seems; every moment my phone rang, i would leave it tills it stop ringing. Because ill bet; it wasn't from you anymore. its from the crooks whom begging for satisfactions.
I must accept the facts that now you were the one who walking away and i were the one under the rain. The rain which ran down the cheeks and scratch the heart. I got one pathetic story which happen to me last week.
I was making a hot milo for my aunt that night. I was stirring the milo powder with hot water slowly. I suppose to put in the sweetened milk ; but i accidentally put in the coffee. I doesnt know what im thinking, but what i know my mind played-back a scene where you and me were fighting. I kept on stirring till at one sec; i look at the the drink , and it turns EYEEEEEEEEEEEW.
My face were like ( -.- ) Tak coooooooool eh.
You know , everything i do , even when im in the MRT reminds me of you. Yes you.
Maybe one day i should propose you in front of everybodeh right ? :P So that you know IHEARTBEATYOU alot. Hah, what am i thinking.
" Sudikah awak menerima saya kembali ke dalam kehidupan awak ? "
:P " WOAH ! Awi dalam sembilu. Aku jiwang siot ! " - shaheizy sam
Salutations Personas.
