I know i was wrong.Making my own way. thinking about myself. Wasnt thinking abut others. And again, im at fault again. HAH. I was selfish. Sometimes i just cant accept the way, why was i treated so bad, and i just cant do it to people.
I, me , myself. No we, no ours. What i ever think of is just selfishness. And hey gurl, im growing up. So i guess its wasnt about me no more. :)
The look in his eyes, the jokes, The laughter. They joy ofcause, its like a miles of happiness. I didnt know happiness was in front of my eyes all this long. I was searching. I was haunting. BUT DARLA, ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FUCKING EYES YOU DAMN. :)
Whatever it is, when i did think of those hilarious times, sometimes i feel that, "Hey, my journey was a worthwhile." Its like a miracle memories we made. And were history. Who can ever thought that the wild girls, can be faithful huh. But i did it, although its hard. *Peace*
How i wish somebody on earth would make a pills that can just reset fucking memories. That would hurt us, would eventually haunt us. Everyone is moving on. everyone reaching success.
History were made, life is changing. But that doesnt mean you cant be happy again. Remember how heart broken i was back there in my blog. Now im living my new life, with a great new man. Im proud to call him my man, yeah. My man. Though we may look like, those rebels kid outside, but he is a great man.
I learnt tonnes of things, guess what, we're already been a year.
theres too much to say if its about him. Well, where else i can express to right if its not in my blog. Yeah, its outdated, but who the fuck care.
03-Dec-12. History were made. And im proud that we're still standing. XOXO with all my heart.
Thank you for everything. Although i was the motherfucker at times, i know im actually a good girl.
Breanna.
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